{"id":71,"date":"2011-04-28T18:48:15","date_gmt":"2011-04-28T23:48:15","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/2link.ca\/blog\/?p=71"},"modified":"2011-04-28T18:48:15","modified_gmt":"2011-04-28T23:48:15","slug":"tomorrow","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.2link.ca\/newblog\/2011\/04\/28\/tomorrow\/","title":{"rendered":"Tomorrow"},"content":{"rendered":"

Try to ignore these depressive thought. They are just an emtpy howling to the moon. I still feel the need to lay them down so here they are…
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\nTomorrow will be better. Through how many tomorrows can one survive?! A tomorrow that will be better and never is. Sometimes it seems that that tomorrow when things are good, peaceful, meaningful, is just around the corner. Then, without a warning, those hopes crumble. How many times, do you think, Phoenix can rise again before it becomes a simple chicken and remains in the flames to get roasted.
\nI use to be immortal. Full of dreams, hopes, always postponing the greater purpose I thought I was meant for. And I could dream and achieve if only it served somebody. A random one like in the old sophism \u201cThe meaning of life is to give it a meaning<\/em>\u201d.
\nThen life throws upon one days like this, when one is in doubt.
\nI lived in 40 years what most people live in 80, if they are lucky. It wasn’t because I was special but because I had eyes to see what I have been living. I lived not only my life but also the lives of the ones surrounding me: my grandparent’s lives, my parents’, Brindusa’s, Gabriel’s and of all the other interesting people who have touched my life. And somehow, despite this great burden placed on my soul by this continuous introspection and understanding, I managed to find a purpose to all this absurd game that my life was. Yet now, more often, I find myself without an aim, erasing one after the other all those beliefs that guided me, that gave my existence a meaning. Gabriel?! He’s a great kid and would probably be better feeding on the image of a father who tries, who told him so many stories, who guided him, than the one of the father going through life like a ghost. My parents?! They never thought I had a purpose. Myself?! I am disappointed with myself \u2013 just a fly pretending to be an eagle, who managed to accomplish good things but never extraordinary ones.
\nI will pull up now the dark but soothing blanket of forgetfulness and I will sleep. Good night, Andi!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Try to ignore these depressive thought. They are just an emtpy howling to the moon. I still feel the need to lay them down so here they are… Tomorrow will be better. Through how many tomorrows can one survive?! A tomorrow that will be better and never is. Sometimes it seems that that tomorrow when…<\/span><\/p>\n

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